It's written in the stars

If we all had just one path in life that we should take, then I am not sure if I've missed a turn somewhere. Being a last year student looking for a job really leaves a feeling remorse and regret on your tongue. Knowing that you've spent the last 4 years living in a daze, and now you're going to pay for it by worrying about applications, failed marks and the prospect of a non-existent job makes you, well basically hate yourself.

There are so many times i would change if i just had the power to turn back the clock. No petty fights, no saying things you come to regret later on, no screwing around with school work, no forging of spastic relationships.

can you really look forward to a successful future with a string of failures behind you?

evidently yes, thanks to josh - my little support center. Today we confirm the saying: if you want something badly enough, you will get it. But only if you want it bad enough.
Yes josh, i want it very very badly....here's hoping to a certain position at a certain firm and a night of lobster sashimi and a second course of lobster with ginger and shallot.